It is true.. I have not blogged since last year. I am sooo glad I did not! I have however reviewed my previous blogs. Hey, I can't deny it, they are good. Filled with the revelation by God Himself. But they were just fillers. I remember the suicidal thoughts as well as the eternal pain I was intensely accustomed too as I wrote those blogs. See last year began my decline of my pedestal I created for myself. Out of my own vain imagination, and false desires that were fueled from my own unbelief.
See, I thought I arrived because I was serving in my church regularly. I mean whenever the doors were opened, I was there. How can I not be, I am Ms. "Religion". As I walked passed you, flowing from around my neck was my "Pentecostal cape" which smacked everyone as I walked by.
What a fake, phony, I had developed into. That image, that image is what almost destroyed me.
That image....
This is an entirely new me sitting at this computer. This is not a fluffy, religious blog intended to prove how intelligent I am in the Word of God. No, this blog serves a bigger purpose, a bigger destiny. I am not here to promote myself. Self is what had me hemmed up in my house for three days straight locked down by a degree of depression I had not experienced before. No, this blog is a public service announcement of healing and redemption. This is a testimony of my conversion from religion to grace and from unbelief to faith.
To become acquainted as well as intimate with the disastrous love of God Almighty Himself. Yep, I said it, disastrous.
I am not here to argue the existence of God. Me typing should be enough.
This is the real and raw Diane. No subject is off limits.
With that being said, see ya!
" I have loved you with an everlasting LOVE"
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